Monday, August 30, 2010

Things I want to remember...

Brynlee started crawling on Saturday August 28, 2010!  All of a sudden she got up on all fours and began to scoot!

Poop can smell good!!! Yes I wrote that right!  I bribed Brecken with spearamint gum... and a few hours later JJ said "Mom were did MJ get candy?" "He doesn't have candy what are you talking about?"  "Mom seriously he has a mint he smells like mints!" "UH where did he get it?" "MOM his butt smells like mints!!" "WHAT!!!" Yes thats right his poop was a spearamint aroma.....didn't know that was possible!

Jaylee stared school on the 25th...It was a sad day!  Not only was it her first day of school but I sent her on the big yellow bus.  I was so scared, excited, nervous really there aren't enough words to describe the amount of emotions I was feeling.  I have narrowed it down some, I think, the loss of control is what is the most scariest.  I can't be there for her if she feels scared, I can't help her up if she falls, I can't see how the other kids are treating her, it really just makes me sad to know I can't be there. All the worse case senarious run through  my brain daily..(it's been almost a week now)  what if she get's kidnapped or molested or who knows...Ugh why am I such a basket case!  So I made sure to write her bus number on her hand (bc I am crazy!) I had a huge talk about how you only get on that bus!  Only get off the bus when she sees me! Most important don't go home with anyone!  So far she is still alive, people have been sending their kids to school for quite some time now with no problems so I am slowing getting over it..I hope.  At first in the mornings I miss her a lot!  Then I realize that there aren't two kids screaming at eachother and it is kind of nice.  I got MJ's crib painted and some Christmas crafts done and ereands ran all without fighting....it was actually peaceful.  Maybe school isn't such a bad thing?

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